One day you wake up and everything’s gone
No feelings for them anymore
Nonchalant feelings taking over you
The morning sun seems not to shine the way it used to
The night stars don’t seem brighter no more
Fireflies don’t seem any magical, and less beautiful is the blue skies
And that’s when you feel like everything was just a bad dream
You realize you had forgotten your worth all along
You hate yourself for ever writing poems for them
For ever thinking they deserved your feelings
You despise yourself for not loving you more

They were not worth your time, you know!

You had eyes for the wrong people, lucid
We all encounter wrong people, people we think were meant for us
But you can’t let that break you now, you have to move on
You can crawl desperately to the top again
They were all unnecessary as when you were alone
It was another part of your Dรฉjร  vu
Another part of your visions of ecstasy

Soon, the morning sun will be shining more
The night stars will be brighter
The moon will be smiling for you
The fireflies will be worth viewing
The blue skies will not be less beautiful
And I hope you will be loving yourself more

So a moment of silence for the waves of misery
A moment of silence for the lost feelings
A moment of silence for the lost time
A moment of silence for the crushes you had
A moment of silence for the vulnerable you
A moment of silence for the wasted tears
A moment of silence for the wasted ink
A moment of silence for the nostalgic feelings

A moment of silence for the old you



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Hello everyone,
Been a bit long, life has been crazy, lots of challenging and so busy here and there but here I am like I never left ๐Ÿ˜‚ hoping to be every other Thursday with you. I’m so glad y’all still here. You mean the world to me ๐Ÿ˜ญ ๐Ÿ˜.
Anyways I hope you enjoy. Xoxo โค๏ธ

I get angry and say things I don’t give a thought to
Last night I was pissed off and I said things I didn’t like
But I don’t know, how to not fight with you
How not to argue

I know I get caught up in my own little world and sometimes I forget the true meaning of those three little words
But life didn’t come with instructions love, not an excuse
Queens could be psychos too

Sorry is as hard not to be compared to those three little words
But if we loved we must learn how to forgive
Don’t you see? My voice betrayed me!
Don’t you realize? This ego of mine is a nemesis? I’m still fighting to make her porous!
Won’t you accept this apology from my alien phrases!

I don’t wanna be lonely because I know,how being lonely could destroy me
I’m not ready to loose you yet, I won’t be later, tomorrow and ever
I hurt you and so I hurt me
I don’t know how to say sorry, but I apologize

I don’t want to have our memories just written in line
A circle has no ends and that’s how long I wanna hold on to those three little words
These three little words are I LOVE YOU and I wanna say this even past the end of time

See you on Thursday ๐Ÿ˜


Inspired by Shania Twain Forever and for Always

In your arms I can still feel the way you want me, when you hold me
With you I feel like I’m in a pleasant weather
When the sky comes falling down I don’t frown because you’re always there to hold me into that tight hug

I appreciate how you came into my life and took away the storm in me
Like the rainbow you took away the clouds in me
Made me shine brighter like the stars twinkling in dark skies
I still don’t understand how you filled the void in me
Because you have completed me

I didn’t wanna miss out on being here With Y’all today being a Thursday though busy. Still working on HEART CHAINS, Kindly check it Heart out now on Wattpad. I love y’all and I appreciate you the most. See you on Thursday. Xoxo โค๏ธ


This is also a part of Heart Chains. Check it out now on Wattpad

Thank you for reminding what butterflies feel like with your devilish charms

With your delectable kiss I know what goosebumps ๐Ÿ™ˆ feel like

Your cuddles with that spooning position wrecks havoc across my emotions

You ignite the circuits ๐Ÿ’ซ of my highest potential




What colour of skin, do death and sufferings acknowledge?
Donโ€™t look at me now, pretending, you had no knowledge.

Raping my child, breaking my womb,
I am forced to wear a viel of gloom.

The red of my blood is shadowed by, red quenching the city,
All the colours are gone, that once made my people pretty.

They humiliated my heart with every possible force,
I know universe loved us, when Nile refused to engulf corpse.

You said you are safe, and I always wonder,
Maybe youโ€™ll know, when your own doors receive this thunder.

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The society sometimes is not a bunch of flowers ๐Ÿ’, but a bunch of cactus ๐ŸŒต
Let’s focus on the flowers, the prickles mean less to us

Let our hub be on roses ๐ŸŒน because beautiful is what we are โ˜บ


This is a short poem from my book Heart Chains, actually my most favorite part so far. I know I’ve not been posting lately but bear with my being tied up on other stuff. Anyway if you had a chance to read Heart Chains, feel free to check it out, now on Wattpad

I want to be here all Thursdays fr ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐ŸŒธ


I don’t believe in love songs
I don’t believe in I’d die without you
I don’t believe in I can’t live without you

But know I love you every day and every night